Thursday, November 20, 2014

It's not easy being me :)

From the outside, I have 'started over' in life more times than I can count.
Whether I chose to or was forced to. I've learned to detach from what was, and accept what is and formulate a plan.
Like making dinner with a can of corn, some left over chicken and cream cheese.

Being me is not easy. Loving me is not easy. Being in my life is not easy. I break the rules, I get afraid, I don't remember your birthday, I grieve what has not happened in my expectation. I have been thrown under the bus by many,many people. I have been bullied and criticised.
I have taken many personal and physical risks, which seem like a multitude of failures. But I have come to understand it's not 'starting over'; its evolution.
We must be willing to evolve to change our world...the world.

Love, Courage, Resilience, Creativity, and Faith are the cornerstone of my life.
There is no reward without risk.
Be bold, be brave, be willing to let go, start over and soar.- Marianne Goldweber

'Come to the edge' He said
'We can't, we are afraid.'
' Come to the edge' He said
They did, and He pushed them and they flew.